Text: Vic­tor Morozov

I grew up in Tul­cea, a small town in eas­tern Roma­nia – and the so-cal­led gate to the Danu­be Del­ta. By the time I could go to school, all the cine­mas had clo­sed down. During the Ceau­ses­cu régime, the­re had been five of them and they thri­ved on popu­lar movies from the USSR, India, and Ame­ri­ca. They would expe­ri­ence a second wave of suc­cess after the end of com­mu­nism in 1989, when cen­sor­ship was no more and Roma­ni­an direc­tors could final­ly depict wha­te­ver was on their minds (spoi­ler alert: anti-com­mu­nism, vio­lence, and a lot of sex). When I was born at the end of the nine­ties, tele­vi­si­on and the inter­net were final­ly taking care of that, like in other parts of the world. Com­mu­nist repres­si­on brought good, albeit arti­fi­ci­al, health to the cine­mas, the only dis­trac­tion around back then. After­wards, it was no lon­ger nee­ded. Nowa­days, the old “Patria” cine­ma sits reno­va­ted as the town’s theat­re, “Jean Bart” (named after a local navi­ga­tor and wri­ter of the ear­ly twen­tieth cen­tu­ry). I recent­ly intro­du­ced a few free scree­nings the­re – inclu­ding Sen­ti­men­tal Value and It Was just an Acci­dent – for the first ever edi­ti­on of the Euro­pean Film Fes­ti­val held in Tul­cea. The screen was impro­vi­sed and slight­ly crumpled, but it was still the only chan­ce for the locals to see the­se films.

One cine­ma, “Tinere­tu­lui” (Youth), is now a night­club, while ano­ther one, “Favo­rit”, gave way to a small gambling place . It must have been in one of the­se, one cold win­ter evening back in 1961, that my grand­mo­ther, a big fan of Elvis Pres­ley, felt she was going to give birth – and hur­ried­ly left the scree­ning. My grand­ma, who is 91, sur­vi­ved a typho­id fever epi­de­mic in the ear­ly for­ties and the Covid-19 out­break. A war refu­gee from Bes­sa­ra­bia in today’s Mol­do­va, she has lived long enough to wit­ness qua­si dai­ly smart­phone alarms war­ning against fal­ling objects from the sky, and weekly news reports of Rus­si­an dro­nes brea­ching Roma­ni­an airspace and being shot by F16 air­planes. Tul­cea sits rough­ly 20 kilo­me­t­res from Ukrai­ne – the Danu­be sepa­ra­tes them. From Paris, whe­re I am wri­ting this, all of it seems like a bad dream; the­re, it has beco­me routine.

Grand­ma did not watch any films in the new­ly ope­ned “City­plex” – a two-screen cine­ma built at the top of a shop­ping mall at the end of the 2000s during a pre-cri­sis momen­tum that soon fal­te­red. Nor did my uncle, or my par­ents: com­pul­si­ve cine­phi­les when they were young, they had resol­ved in the mean­ti­me to tele­vi­si­on or pira­cy, like every other Roma­ni­an. My first vie­wings occur­red this way, as well as my first cine­phi­le crush on Rachel McA­dams. I was about ele­ven or twel­ve when the cine­ma ope­ned in the midst of the new 3D hype. My school­ma­tes and I would go the­re, be han­ded a hea­vy pair of glas­ses that almost never work­ed and get frus­tra­ted over a par­ti­al vie­w­ing of The Hob­bit and some other 3D titles that I for­get. I would watch any­thing that was show­ing, with no dis­cern­ment: from Now You See Me to Cap­tain Phil­lips, Jack Rea­cher or The Expen­da­bles. I was alre­a­dy some­what into cycling back then, so glimpsing a trai­ler of Pre­mi­um Rush, a Joseph Gor­don-Levitt film about a dare­de­vil deli­very guy, threw me into frenzy.

For a few years, this would be my favou­ri­te thing to do – go to a film, may­be more, each weekend, lea­ve the theat­re (with no bar­the­si­an hedo­ni­stic pen­sée) and dis­cuss what I had just seen with my fri­ends. Some of my for­ma­ti­ve memo­ries go back to this peri­od: the dis­ap­point­ment at not being able to see Gas­par Noé’s Love, sin­ce I was not yet 18 and not han­dy enough to fake my ID; a first awk­ward date at Fif­ty Shades of Grey; invi­ting my soon-to-be best fri­end to see The Secret Life of Wal­ter Mit­ty, befo­re I had even heard of David Bowie; or my last scree­ning the­re with the same fri­end in 2015 of Aferim! by Radu Jude, while drin­king alco­hol from a bot­t­le that we hid in a bag.

By that time, wat­ching films the­re wasn’t fun any­mo­re. The cine­ma redu­ced its sche­du­le: it would now play films only from Wed­nes­day to Sun­day. Going the­re star­ted to feel incre­asing­ly like a depres­sing ritu­al, a punish­ment of sorts: hea­ding up to the top flo­or on a bad­ly lit stair­ca­se, pas­sing in front of all the bou­ti­ques that had clo­sed down for lack of cus­to­mers. The top flo­or its­elf, the food court, was by 2015 abso­lut­e­ly ghost­ly, the cheap stall of a fried chi­cken busi­ness being the last one stan­ding. It had beco­me dif­fi­cult to even see films: one nee­ded to have at least four spec­ta­tors for it to play. Some­ti­mes we would buy two tickets ins­tead of one; then, more and more, we would just give up. In 2020 I was alre­a­dy living in Dub­lin after a two-year stay in Gre­no­ble, a small town in France whe­re the seats in the cine­mas have names of direc­tors atta­ched to them. After the pan­de­mic, the cine­ma in Tul­cea never ope­ned again.

I didn’t real­ly feel nost­al­gic – I had other things going on. It is only some years later that I star­ted thin­king about all tho­se brain­less films that I had wat­ched the­re befo­re kno­wing any­thing about any­thing, inad­ver­t­ent­ly tur­ning them into an edu­ca­ti­on. (By the way: how did Aferim! play the­re? Were the­re also other art­house films that were being scree­ned, for which I had abso­lut­e­ly no inte­rest?) The­re are curr­ent­ly 70.000 peo­p­le in Tul­cea and no cine­ma. Two years ago, some fri­ends of mine star­ted orga­ni­s­ing scree­nings in the base­ment of a local muse­um, show­ing reper­toire films for free on a Power­Point screen, with sound coming from their own PC. The­se infor­mal scree­nings would be accom­pa­nied by dis­cus­sions. Twice they invi­ted me over: I cho­se The Man who Shot Liber­ty Valan­ce and Clo­se-Up. Other titles they scree­ned include They Live, Ame­ri­ca Ame­ri­ca, Dai­sies, and M. Some­ti­mes it is a packed audi­ence, other times it’s just a few peo­p­le, some high school fri­ends, some old ladies. Every time I feel it is worth it. The inter­con­nec­ti­vi­ty that social media pro­mo­tes is an illu­si­on. One has to make an effort. The big­gest joy one could get is inven­ting a com­mon lan­guage bet­ween tho­se who are thirsty for cine­ma and have not yet tur­ned it into cul­tu­re: the lan­guage of John Ford, of Abbas Kiaros­t­ami, of Pre­mi­um Rush.