Interview: Something from the Heart: Mélanie de Groot van Embden about Urban Escape

Wenn man einen Film von Freun­den oder Bekann­ten sieht, dann ist man meist vor­ein­ge­nom­men. Man ist ent­we­der beson­ders kri­tisch, weil man das Werk nicht ernst nimmt und schon gar nicht los­ge­löst von der jewei­li­gen Per­son betrach­ten kann, weil sich Neid in einem ent­wi­ckelt, oder man eine Per­son ein­fach nicht in einer bestimm­ten Rol­le aner­ken­nen will, oder man ist beson­ders gut­mü­tig, lässt sich leicht über­ra­schen und nimmt Din­ge stär­ker oder inten­si­ver wahr, die eigent­lich gar nicht da sind. Im Fall von Urban Escape von David de Rueda und Méla­nie de Groot van Emb­den konn­te ich mich davon rela­tiv gut lösen. Ich ken­ne Méla­nie nicht beson­ders gut, wir haben uns bei einem Work­shop in Can­nes 2013 ken­nen­ge­lernt und seit­dem hat­ten wir nur spär­lich über Social Media Kanä­le Kon­takt. Den­noch ver­moch­te ich das, was ich von ihr in Erin­ne­rung hat­te, sofort im Film zu erken­nen: Eine Umar­mung des Lebens und ein Stre­ben nach Frei­heit in Ver­bin­dung mit einer Neu­gier für die Welt.

Der Film, den sie zusam­men mit dem Begrün­der von urbex​.fr, David de Rueda als einen Road­trip in die Frei­heit orga­ni­sier­te, taucht in die Welt der Urban Explo­ra­ti­on in den Ver­ei­nig­ten Staa­ten ein. Der Film beglei­tet Grö­ßen der Sze­ne in leer ste­hen­de Gebäu­de, auf ille­ga­len Trips immer mit dem Blick über die Schul­ter, zwi­schen der Schön­heit einer Ein­sam­keit und dem Adre­na­lin­druck einer Ver­fol­gungs­jagd. Es ist ein Stück Direct Cine­ma mit zeit­ge­nös­si­schem Anstrich und trotz eini­ger Schwä­chen, hat mich das Gefühl des Films in einer Art gepackt, die nichts mit mei­ner Bekannt­schaft mit der Fil­me­ma­che­rin zu tun hat. Es gibt etwas in Urban Escape, das von einem Ort kommt, den jeder Fil­me­ma­cher irgend­wie sucht: Es ist eine Neu­gier für etwas Zeit­ge­nös­si­sches, das nicht unbe­dingt aus den reflek­tier­ten Fil­me­ma­chern selbst kommt, son­dern aus ihren Augen auf die Welt. Es geht um Jugend, Aben­teu­er und das Leben. Der Film liebt die­se Din­ge, ohne sie zu rechtfertigen.

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Durch­ge­hend tref­fen Abs­trak­ti­on und Spon­ta­ni­tät auf­ein­an­der. Vor allem die spon­ta­nen Ele­men­te sind äußerst gelun­gen. Dort fin­den sich poe­ti­sche, span­nen­de und humor­vol­le Augen­bli­cke in einer sehr unbe­kann­ten, aber inspi­rie­ren­den Welt, dem hip­pen Under­ground unse­rer Zeit. Die Kame­ra schafft es, die ver­las­se­ne Schön­heit und die Gefahr sol­cher Erkun­dun­gen ein­zu­fan­gen. Vor allem eine Sze­ne an einem nie in Betrieb genom­me­nen Kühl­turm ist atem­be­rau­bend. Die ver­schie­de­nen Figu­ren von der Ost- bis zur West­küs­te der USA erzäh­len sich ganz ohne unnö­ti­ge Expo­si­tio­nen und Erklä­run­gen, indem der Film sie schlicht bei der Aus­übung ihrer Lei­den­schaft beglei­tet und reden lässt. Nicht ganz so gelun­gen ist der abs­trak­te Teil des Films. In Über­gän­gen wird eine Figur (Shin­dra) ein­ge­führt, die in schön mon­tier­ten Elek­tro-Sequen­zen und beglei­tet von einer männ­li­chen Voice-Over Stim­me in klei­nen poe­ti­schen Regun­gen vom Ame­ri­ka­ni­schen Traum, der Frei­heit und der Ein­sam­keit erzählt. Die Schön­heit der Land­schaft wird hier­bei jedoch von einer zu for­cier­ten Mon­ta­ge ent­kräf­tet. Auch der roman­ti­sche Ver­gleich urba­ner Explo­ra­ti­on mit einer Bon­nie & Cly­de arti­gen Bank­räu­ber-Epi­so­de erschien mir nicht gerecht­fer­tigt, da die Roman­tik nicht in einer Gewalt oder in einem Leben am Rand liegt, son­dern in einer Ein­sam­keit des Lebens in der Mit­te von uns, einem Eska­pis­mus, für den man nicht flieht, son­dern ins Herz wan­dert, selbst wenn die­ses Herz ver­ges­sen ist. Meta­pho­rik ist eigent­lich völ­lig fehl am Platz hier, weil das Gefühl einer Frei­heit sich ganz allein in der Direkt­heit und dem Rausch des Erle­bens ver­mit­telt. Urban Escape por­trä­tiert eine Lebens­wei­se und macht einen selbst zum Teil von dieser.

Es war mir eine gro­ße Freu­de, mich mit Méla­nie über ihren Film zu unter­hal­ten. Wir haben über Explo­ra­ti­on, unab­hän­gi­ges Fil­me­ma­chen, die USA und die Stär­ken und Schwä­chen ihres Film­de­büts gesprochen.

Patrick: I want to start this by asking you a simp­le ques­ti­on with a may­be not so simp­le ans­wer. Why did you choo­se the USA as a topic for your film?

Méla­nie: The­re are many dif­fe­rent expl­ana­ti­ons. But it was the idea of my co-direc­tor David at first. It is a road trip movie and we were fasci­na­ted by that coun­try. And in terms of explo­ra­ti­on it gives you all you can pos­si­bly ask for. All this dif­fe­rent kinds of buil­dings and landscapes…in terms of imagery you have the desert, you have big cities, old cine­mas, thea­ters, hos­pi­tals. We wouldn’t have had all that else­whe­re. And we were attrac­ted by the Dream, you know, the Ame­ri­can Dream. Our desti­na­ti­on was never dis­cus­sed actual­ly. It was always pret­ty obvious to shoot in the USA.

Patrick: When I was wat­ching your film I had two fee­lings bea­ting in my heart con­cer­ning your approach to Ame­ri­ca. The­re was this fee­ling of free­dom but the­re was also this des­truc­tion, may­be this is the wrong term, well, the­re were so many lost things, and the­re was some­thing vio­lent about it. How did you feel about your approach?

Méla­nie: Of cour­se, the­re are many para­do­xes con­cer­ning the USA. It is also a ques­ti­on of men­ta­li­ty. You have ever­y­whe­re tho­se “No Tres­pas­sing” signs, ever­y­thing is pri­va­te pro­per­ty but on the other hand it is a sta­te of free­dom. And peo­p­le are attrac­ted by that. When you tra­vel the­re, you can easi­ly under­stand how the thought of free­dom is ancho­red in their per­so­na­li­ty, in their minds and even their reli­gi­on. But on the other hand not­hing is real­ly allo­wed, you are fol­lo­wed by cops ever­y­whe­re. Tho­se lost and demo­lished buil­dings are a per­fect reflec­tion of our socie­ty during the last 50 years. It is not only in the USA.

Patrick: You men­tio­ned the cops and your film seems to be a litt­le bit about para­noia. The­re is always the uncer­tain­ty of being fol­lo­wed, some­bo­dy shouts: The cops are here! But in the end the cops often do not show up. I just remem­ber this one sce­ne at the pri­son whe­re the­re is an actu­al con­fron­ta­ti­on with a poli­ce offi­cer. As I want to know some­thing about your atti­tu­de towards your film­ma­king, I want to ask you: Was being caught in the act by a cop some­thing you would have wis­hed for? The­re were always tho­se cuts to poli­ce cars in the street after it almost hap­pen­ed but it never real­ly happened.

Méla­nie: That is a very good obser­va­ti­on and you are the first one who made it. It real­ly was a whish we’ve had. We wan­ted a cop sce­ne in the movie. We real­ly wan­ted it. In the begin­ning our idea of the film was more about the cat & mou­se game bet­ween explo­rers and cops. But it all came out dif­fer­ent­ly. Well, we had been arres­ted by poli­ce but we never had the chan­ce to film it. We even had a GoPro came­ra in our car so that we would have been able to film our arrest, but in rea­li­ty it all went too fast. I even had a remo­te con­trol for the came­ra, but when we were arres­ted, we had to move out of the car imme­dia­te­ly, we were not allo­wed to move whatsoe­ver. So I couldn’t even grab the remo­te con­trol. Once I tried and the cop yel­led at me: Don’t move! And he almost poin­ted his gun at me. But we were so despe­ra­te having such a sce­ne. And we do have some but they are not very inte­res­t­ing. So we gave up on that. Just recent­ly, I wat­ched ano­ther docu­men­ta­ry with a won­derful she­riff sce­ne. And I was lucky becau­se the direc­tor was the­re to talk about his film. I natu­ral­ly asked him about the she­riff sce­ne. And he told me that they met a she­riff and res­ta­ged the sce­ne for the film. Other­wi­se it is just too unex­pec­ted to shoot. This is why we included the sce­ne in the pri­son. But it is not essential.

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Patrick: Is it very important to you to only have in your film what hap­pens or hap­pen­ed in rea­li­ty or would you stage any­thing for your next documentary?

Méla­nie: I think it is important to find the right balan­ce bet­ween con­s­truc­tion and spon­ta­n­ei­ty. Most important to me is obvious­ly the spon­ta­n­ei­ty of things. This is also why we never dis­cus­sed pre­vious­ly what we were going to shoot. We just star­ted fol­lo­wing tho­se guys and when some­thing important hap­pen­ed I would ask David: Did you have it or didn’t you? And only then we would redo it. But all of it is just life, you know. No sce­ne that ended up in the movie was shot twice. But tho­se 52 minu­tes are only 20% of what we did. And I like the spon­ta­neous aspects about it.

Patrick: How many came­ras did you use and what kind of cameras?

Méla­nie: We had two Nikon D800, one Nikon D600, we were shoo­ting with both…and we had a very bad sound equip­ment. You noti­ced that. The sound editing is not very good. We just had one wire­less Senn­hei­ser micro­pho­ne and when the­re were seve­ral prot­ago­nists in the frame we had to attach it to the most tal­ka­ti­ve per­son and tell them not to move too far away. David comes from pho­to­gra­phy, so natu­ral­ly he is not very expe­ri­en­ced with sound and he did not always wear his head­pho­nes, well, we didn’t pay too much atten­ti­on. If we were redo­ing it we would think about a bet­ter solu­ti­on for sound. But with explo­ra­ti­on you can­not have any hea­vy instru­ments with you, you have to be fle­xi­ble. It is difficult.

Patrick: How were the col­la­bo­ra­ti­ve aspects for you? You have been two direc­tors of this film. Were the­re any problems?

Méla­nie: That was one of the first ques­ti­ons our pro­du­cers asked us. Are you rea­dy to work with each other? And we said: Yeah, sure. In the end it has been much more com­pli­ca­ted than I have thought becau­se we are very dif­fe­rent from each other. But at the same time we work­ed very clo­se and orga­nic, becau­se we have exact­ly the same per­cep­ti­on of beau­ty. And we both have dif­fe­rent skills. My part was more con­cer­ned with nar­ra­ti­on and inter­views, the jour­na­li­stic part, actual­ly. I thought about how to talk about explo­ra­ti­on, how to make tho­se peo­p­le com­for­ta­ble and how to put all tho­se litt­le sto­ries and sequen­ces tog­e­ther. David was more con­cer­ned with the actu­al film­ing and the infil­tra­ti­on and scou­ting of the places. We were never fight­ing about what we should do or shouldn’t do. But my advice for peo­p­le that want to co-direct would be to put ever­y­thing on paper beforehand…make con­tracts and deals. At the moment we are pre­pa­ring a second movie tog­e­ther and we put ever­y­thing down. We have a script, a pre­cise idea of what we’re gon­na shoot. We won’t go ran­dom­ly to the USA again in order to shoot wha­te­ver we may find. It has been very chao­tic but in the end we were very fasci­na­ted and intrigued during the shoo­ting and it was done in a very serious fashion. After all it could have been a Holi­day movie. (laughs)

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Patrick: How did you find tho­se guys who go to the­se places?

Méla­nie: It has been pret­ty easy becau­se tho­se guys are fair­ly popu­lar in the sce­ne. They are very pre­sent online, they have their own web­sites, they have flickr accounts and insta­gram pages. So we would cont­act the ones we lik­ed, whe­re we lik­ed the pic­tures and so on. Most of the time they were wil­ling to speak to us. They lik­ed David’s work. David crea­ted urbex​.fr, he has many followers…and we were just two, which hel­ped becau­se they were very shy. Most of them were very sur­pri­sed when we show­ed them the final film. They were real­ly impres­sed. They just saw two young film­ma­kers, and even French one doing a piece.

Patrick: And you also work­ed on a BLOG were you wro­te about your expe­ri­en­ces while shoo­ting, right?

Méla­nie: Yes, I was wri­ting a text every five days during our trip. Tho­se texts were asso­cia­ted to sel­ec­ted pic­tures taken by David. And it was lots of fun doing this and it hel­ped a lot. It was like a com­mon the­me. We got feed­back, we crea­ted our world the­re. All the peo­p­le fol­lo­wing us… it was a huge sup­port. Many peo­p­le were real­ly dis­ap­poin­ted when they saw the final film, becau­se the missed so many things, that were on the blog but didn’t make it into the movie. Espe­ci­al­ly the amu­se­ment park…people were very dis­ap­poin­ted that it wasn’t in the movie…but it will be on DVD.

Patrick: In the director’s blog version…

Méla­nie: Yeah.

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Patrick: But I still didn’t get how it worked…you went the­re, you met tho­se guys,..but when or how did you deci­de, for exam­p­le, that it is time to go to the next city…where the­re any limits, any time tables, some­thing like that?

Méla­nie: We had three months. And in the­se three months we had over 100 places to visit. So we had our road map and day by day we would figu­re out what was worth see­ing and what wasn’t worth see­ing. Some­ti­mes we would explo­re four buil­dings on one day and some­ti­mes we would just ride in our car. Some things we couldn’t mana­ge. But you know, three months is a very long time. So we weren’t real­ly rus­hed. So, if we wan­ted to wait for the full moon to visit a buil­ding, we just wai­ted. So we were real­ly free thanks to this gene­rous time manage­ment. Of cour­se, we were also depen­ding on the time­ta­bles of our protagonists.

Patrick: Was the­re any funding?

Méla­nie: Yeah. We had ever­y­thing paid for by our inter­net cam­paign. We had 10000 Euros and two funds from the regi­on and sub­si­dies from Nikon. And our pro­duc­tion com­pa­ny paid for the remai­ning equip­ment. We didn’t spend too much many. All in all it cost appro­xi­m­ate­ly 20000 Euros. We could pay the cut­ter, we could pay the com­po­ser and we did not have to pay our­sel­ves. So it was a cheap movie and we were very economical.

Patrick: One can see you explo­ring and clim­bing tog­e­ther with your prot­ago­nists in the film. Was the­re a sen­se of dan­ger for you? I ask becau­se most of the time you do a film you are kind of out­side of it, it is more like a reflec­tion of some­thing you may or may have not lived. But in your case the­re is a very direct approach. Or to ask you in a more usu­al way: Were the­re moments in which you have been afraid?

Méla­nie: I just rea­li­zed it when I flew back to France. I arri­ved at the air­port and sud­den­ly I felt reli­e­ved. I rea­li­zed that the­re was this weight on my heart all the time, almost like cramps. I was a bit worried that some­thing might hap­pen to us. You never know if you will get caught, or might have trou­bles. But while we were shoo­ting, I was real­ly enjoy­ing mys­elf. I was rea­dy to do almost any­thing. I was very con­scious that this was a once-in-life­time expe­ri­ence and it was real­ly ama­zing. And I still remem­ber this time when we were so free…it was just living an adven­ture that no one else has done…and when you’re awa­re of it, you feel gre­at. Your body and spi­rit are the­re at the same time and you film. I was doing what I want to do with my life. But on the other hand the­re was this dan­ger, this phy­si­cal dan­ger some­ti­mes. David had to push me some­ti­mes when I didn’t want to climb stairs or some­thing like that. He would always say: Of cour­se, you can…he would grab me or help me. And we had lots of tech­ni­ques to do this clim­bing work.

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Patrick: One could sen­se that…especially the sce­ne at the ato­mic plant, the coo­ling tower. The way it was film­ed with this extre­me angles it real­ly loo­ked dan­ge­rous, I don’t know.

Méla­nie: This one was real­ly dan­ge­rous and I didn’t do it. I star­ted clim­bing and I thought I might get a panic attack if I go any fur­ther. But David did it.

Patrick: The­re is this shot in which you have a view insi­de the coo­ling tower from abo­ve. That’s amazing.

Méla­nie: Yeah, David did it. We don’t show it in the movie but the explo­rer who went the­re with us, he didn’t make it to the top, only David did.

Patrick: Yeah, I sen­sed that the guy was a litt­le bit worried there.

Méla­nie: He wasn’t fee­ling real­ly good in the end. (laughs) But it is com­ple­te­ly nuts to do that. The­re are not many movies about explo­ra­ti­on. It is a way of living. For me it is very roman­tic, it has to do with free­dom and inde­pen­dence. For some explo­rers it is more about being tough or being bet­ter than ever­y­bo­dy else, it is about com­ple­ti­on. I didn’t want to stress the lat­ter. It is only a litt­le bit in the end with the guy from San Fran­cis­co. I wan­ted to give view­ers an idea of how to con­sider your envi­ron­ment in a dif­fe­rent way. It is not just about wal­king the streets and not going into for­bidden are­as. No, it is about being cle­ver in your dai­ly life, it is about recon­side­ring and ques­tio­ning ever­y­thing that is taken for gran­ted in socie­ty. It can be poli­ti­cal, it can be about the envi­ron­ment. In all the inter­views I have given so far, I admit­ted, that I didn’t have any poli­ti­cal con­side­ra­ti­ons doing the film. It is some­thing from the heart.

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Patrick: One ques­ti­on rela­ted to abstraction…those bridges to name it in musi­cal ter­mi­no­lo­gy, I am tal­king about tho­se sce­nes in which we see you with red hair, if I am not mista­ken, and the­re is this voice-over nar­ra­ti­on. How do the­se sce­nes fit in for you and what did you try to achie­ve with them? Or was this some­thing which deve­lo­ped during the shooting?

Méla­nie: It’s a cha­rac­ter cal­led Shin­da we inven­ted for the pho­tos in the begin­ning and during the trip we would have ideas…we would see a light that was very beau­tiful and we wan­ted to try some­thing. And we real­ly lik­ed tho­se sce­nes we did with the smo­ke and with the light, so we wan­ted to include them in the movie but we didn’t real­ly know how. But we didn’t have any tran­si­ti­ons bet­ween the cities. So we just used tho­se sce­nes. The­re is real­ly no con­side­ra­ti­on behind it. We tried to take this cha­rac­ter to explain the sto­ry about explo­ra­ti­on. It was writ­ten after we came back. It was very dif­fi­cult. I rew­ro­te it about 15 times. I tried to explo­re this Shin­da cha­rac­ter but it was never real­ly sin­ce­re, it was too made-up. So we deci­ded to keep things very light­ly, doing a litt­le bit of poet­ry wit­hout any signi­fi­cant role in the movie. It’s more of a breath.

Patrick: Last ques­ti­on: What hap­pens with the film? Will you still have any scree­nings, any fes­ti­vals, what is your plan?

Mela­nie: We have a plan for TV dis­tri­bu­ti­on, it will screen 2015 seve­ral times on the same chan­nel in France. Our pro­du­cers are also working on the dis­tri­bu­ti­on for other chan­nels. It is very dif­fi­cult becau­se it hasn’t been sold befo­re the shoo­ting. Pro­ba­b­ly we will screen at fur­ther fes­ti­vals, will orga­ni­ze more scree­nings in France and abroad. But I’m the only one who takes care about this right now, so it’s dif­fi­cult. I am orga­ni­zing a scree­ning in Brussels at the end of the month and also in Paris. But when it’s your own movie it is very hard to take care about the­se things. I would feel much more com­for­ta­ble with pro­mo­ti­on if I did it for ano­ther film. But this way I can­not stay back enough to know what is good or not good for the movie. I don’t know what you can hope for an inde­pen­dent movie in 2015. You have to be very crea­ti­ve today, inven­ti­ve, knock at every door. It is the same with fun­ding. When I go to film fes­ti­vals and see how many docu­men­ta­ries are still coming out every year, I see that it is still very much ali­ve. But unfort­u­na­te­ly many peo­p­le have to pro­du­ce their films them­sel­ves. And as soon as the­re is money for a film it is shit. It will be too work­ed over, not per­so­nal enough.